Monday, March 15, 2010
Deuteronomy 30
Life Stages
Puberty, I guess it's what I'm going through now, when problems,anxiety,bewilderment and burden of responsibility seems piling heavier on my back.. Months more before I'm going to start my new chapter of life.I've been imagining and ponder about what lies ahead these few months.
Trying to plan perfectly for the future,who doesn't want a smooth and successful life?But I guess it's hard to plan or estimate precisely what you'll be like in time to come. If it were to be so perfect then thats not life~..
For now, what lies ahead seems abit vague and dreadful.But,back to puberty,if there were no problems I guess I'll never have the opportunity to solve it; I'll never grow up : )
Everything would be fine I supposed,just that still can't quite see what's God's plan to me :]
We,or maybe me alone, want freedom and hope to do everything I want and not be controlled or constricted by parents's wants.But when I have the freedom to choose what I want for myself,life, freedom seems fearful. Suddenly felt so lost and want someone to lead me like how I was in school and want some rules or laws to follow.. so weird of me ==
The path less traversed or mostly taken?Somehow,I still have to choose 1 to head to in months time frm now. I hope I'll go through this stage appropriately and meaningfully XD
Anyhow,mixed feelings for now..
Saturday, March 6, 2010
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