Trying to plan perfectly for the future,who doesn't want a smooth and successful life?But I guess it's hard to plan or estimate precisely what you'll be like in time to come. If it were to be so perfect then thats not life~..
For now, what lies ahead seems abit vague and dreadful.But,back to puberty,if there were no problems I guess I'll never have the opportunity to solve it; I'll never grow up : )
Everything would be fine I supposed,just that still can't quite see what's God's plan to me :]
We,or maybe me alone, want freedom and hope to do everything I want and not be controlled or constricted by parents's wants.But when I have the freedom to choose what I want for myself,life, freedom seems fearful. Suddenly felt so lost and want someone to lead me like how I was in school and want some rules or laws to follow.. so weird of me ==
The path less traversed or mostly taken?Somehow,I still have to choose 1 to head to in months time frm now. I hope I'll go through this stage appropriately and meaningfully XD
Anyhow,mixed feelings for now..
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